I failed today, and I keep on failing. I apparently cannot do anything right, and I apparently cannot remember everything that people want me to remember. Unless they are trying to make up false memories to trick me? I don’t know what is what anymore. I want the negative thoughts to stop, but they won’t, why won’t they stop? Why is everyone so mean to me? What did I do that was so wrong? Stop it, stop it! Fine, blame me, I take responsibility for whatever you accuse me of. Are you happy now? No I don’t think that you are dense, none of you. I never said that. I apparently am the idiot, I am the one you hate so much. I am not sure what is going to happen to me. Please forgive me, please accept my apology. Let me blood wipe away the sins that I inadvertently committed. Please forgive me, help me.
Hardly anything is going right for me, too many coincidences, must be a conspiracy. But as of right now… You are all so very appreciated and loved for helping me thus far. Thank you so much. I hope what I have right now is enough for the rest of the security/pet deposit and electric. I don’t know if the electric and internet will be included. But I may have enough for the 2 things to get me out of this place. Again, I can’t thank you enough. Hope things go well with everyone.
Happy Labor Day
